It's actually been back for a while but I've been avoiding it. For me that means not talking about it and not even registering that it's back.
In the last month I've had more and more dreams about being pregnant; I've found myself day dreaming; I've also been dreading my periods again.
I'm still not really ready to talk about how it all makes me feel again. I just wanted people to know that it was getting hard again. I'm not sure it really stopped, I just hardened myself against it.
Day dreams are worming their way in for me in such a way that I almost don't notice I'm doing it. Are you finding that? Is it because it's spring?
ReplyDeleteMaybe it is, I've been daydreaming more too
ReplyDeleteIt could be because it's spring. I think, for me, I'm letting them come back. I don't think they ever went away, I just think I shut myself down from them. Then again, as you can probably tell, I've been a little odd lately anyway.
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